Friday, May 13, 2011

Psalm 139

1 You have searched me, LORD,
and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.
3 You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.
4 Before a word is on my tongue
you, LORD, know it completely.
5 You hem me in behind and before,
and you lay your hand upon me.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.

7 Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?
8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
9 If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
if I settle on the far side of the sea,
10 even there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me fast.
11 If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me
and the light become night around me,”
12 even the darkness will not be dark to you;
the night will shine like the day,
for darkness is as light to you.

13 For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
15 My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place.
When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,
16 your eyes saw my unformed body.
All the days ordained for me
were written in your book
before one of them came to be.
17 How precious to me are your thoughts, God!
How vast is the sum of them!
18 Were I to count them,
they would outnumber the grains of sand—
when I awake, I am still with you.

19 If only you, God, would slay the wicked!
Away from me, you who are bloodthirsty!
20 They speak of you with evil intent;
your adversaries misuse your name.
21 Do I not hate those who hate you, LORD,
and abhor those who are in rebellion against you?
22 I have nothing but hatred for them;
I count them my enemies.
23 Search me, God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.
24 See if there is any offensive way in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting.

Questions to consider:

  • What things about you is it hard to believe that God knows?
  • How does being known by God in this rather profound way make you feel?
  • How far does God's knowledge of you go? Can you escape God?
  • Do you feel, as the psalmist did, that Gods thoughts are precious? Do you make an effort to know them? How?
Possibilities for prayer:
Search me, God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.
See if there is any offensive way in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting.

Do you agree with this request that the psalmist has made of God? David seems to be seeking God's knowledge of him, as well as God's correction if it is required. Sometimes correction can be awkward and uncomfortable...I know that I am rarely the best at seeking it. But hopefully we've seen over the course of this week the abundance of love that God has for us, and that can give us confidence in approaching God for correction, however awkward or uncomfortable it might seem. Today, let's pray this prayer, that God would deeply search and deeply know us, and that we would open ourselves up to receiving correction from God, in order to be led "in the way everlasting"-- the way that leads us straight to God.